Tachycardia Tuesday

Why does Tachycardia Tuesday always sneak up on me?

I swear as soon as I find something interesting to write about somehow its already tuesday again!

Which is precisely the topic of todays tachycardia.

Where does the time go?!

I only have two days left of being a sophomore.. ever, in my life.

I will be exactly half way through with my college career in 48 hours-ish.

Thats crazy.

I don't want to talk about how I am worried about my future, or that I have no idea what I want to do with this education I'm investing all of my time in.

I really started this post simply thinking, that time really goes by fast.

Everyone says to enjoy college to the fullest because it's over before you know it.

I thought that saying was bullsh*t until today.

I really have no regrets.

I think regrets are a waste of energy.

If anything, I wonder what more I could have done in these past two years.

I feel like every year the sand in the timer gets thinner and therefore passes faster through the small opening.

Every year the clock is wound tighter so the minutes go by faster.

It makes my heart beat faster when I think about how fast this year was.

Its around this time each year that I think to myself... Next year I will do more things. 

Next year I will have more fun. 

Next year will be different, I won't even give myself time to breath.

But this year, I actually mean it.

I had an amazing time these last few months.

I met some pretty wonderful people, and made some of the best friends.

I experienced things that I have had on my "to do" list forever.

I have come to terms with things I have been struggling for years.

This was a great year, but next year is going to be even better.

I have epically failed at writing my journal this semester.

I know its because I throw all my thoughts, energy and emotions into this blog.

Thats one more thing that give me tachycardia...

the thought that I didn't even really document this year of my life.

10 years from now, If I look back on my college years, I may not even remember what happened my sophomore year.

Life becomes a blur.

I don't want all my memories to become one big clusterfuck of a mess...

haha.

I really wanted to use the word clusterfuck.

Success!

So, I don't have any music for you today, 

I couldn't find anything sweet and saucy to coat your eardrums, sorry.

I will make up for it later this week with a sweet music extravaganza post... I think.

xoxo

-K