Thursday, April 16, 2009

Sunshine Epiphany

Today it hit me.
It doesn't matter if I fail organic chemistry... because if I fail, then yes, I must retake the class, which is a pain in the a** butttttt it is not a big deal if it means I have to spend more time at school. Because I absolutely love southern california, and if I have to spend a couple extra years here at school, who cares! It just means I get to have more time to hangout and explore gay LA....
I really just wanted to write gay LA because I like how it sounds... 
but I just like LA in general, gay or not, WeHo or Malibu. I like this area of the country.
I like all the hiking trails.
The parks, like Runyon Canyon and Echo Park (which I still need to explore).
I like all the festivals, protests, and I still haven't experience Pride yet.
(Keep in mind its probably because I just now this year figured out who I am)

Today as I was walking from one class to another.
Wearing my sweet new shades, soaking in the sunshine, enjoying the ocean view...
I realized I love this place, this is where I pictures myself spending my 20's as I figure out and begin truly understanding myself.
If I have to take a few classes while I am in this process, so what.

I know I want to live in Chicago and New York (plus a few other cities) during my lifetime
But what's the rush?
I shouldn't worry so much about fitting my life into a timeline.
If I am trying my best at school, then that is my best. And I can't do much more than that, right?

Sunny, sunny LA
Oh how I love you.
This is my life.
I am not going to let an annoying, ulta-conservative, cultishly christian school ruin my life.
I am going to enjoy my life.

Now lets dance.

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