"For something to be extraordinary... isn't it just more ordinary?"
I have always been fascinated with the word extraordinary... I could possibly even say it is my favorite word, but that would just make me look like a nerd. So I wont.
I think it's the simply that extra+ordinary=extraordinary, that intrigues me.
People use the word to explain all sorts of amazing feats, crazy highs, and bewildering dreams... but in reality it is a product of the basic word 'ordinary'
It gives me the power to say "I am extraordinary"
Because I am.
I am an ordinary person, as ordinary as you can get.. maybe even too ordinary.. so that would make me extraordinary.
Ok, maybe thats pushing it.. maybe I'm not extraordinary... but get my point?
In life there is no such thing as 'normal'
There is 'ordinary' perhaps... but not really 'normal'
Because what do you base everything on? Where is the ten in your 0-10 normal scale?
Today I had major tachycardia when I found out The L Word Interrogation Tape was finally Alice!!!
It took all my strength not to click the little play button until it was loaded all the way, it was so hard!
Check it!
A lot of people were disappointed with the tape, they were expecting some big outcome like Alice confessing that she was the killer....
but in reality it was just like all the others...
except it dealt with the issue of Alice's bisexuality.. something that has been missing on the show for quite some time.
I hate to get repetitive on you... ( although this is my blog and I have absolutely no followers, so who gives a damn) but this made me examine my own life, just a little bit.
I believe in the Kinsey scale, but at this point in my life, I am not sure exactly where I fall upon it.
Its always nice to hear someone else (fictional or not) trying to understand where they stand.
Anyways, I really liked peering into the life of Alice, especially in a subject we never were able to really see.
Hearing her talk about men was kind of strange... but hearing her talk about women was....hot?
After watching this tape, I couldn't help but scour the youtube clips of episodes and seasons from the past...
I really don't know where I am going with all of this, but I guess I was just really happy to see Alice, my favorite character, one last time.
And my favorite actress.
And my favorite musician.
And.... ok, moving on.
Normally tachycardia tuesday is full of exciting Hug friend news... but, although today was... different... I am sad to say that I believe this momentum that has been building up and up... has started to fall down. It was inevitable.
There is still the presence of tachycardia, but it is also accompanied with the thoughts "this will never happen."
I hate to end on such a sad note.... So instead I will leave you with a beautiful melody I have come across today.
Enjoy.
xoxo
-K
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