when you really question who your friends are
when you really question who you are
Today sucked, to put it lightly.
Yeah, things can always get worse, but I can still say it sucked.
I don't want to ramble about nonsense that truly wont matter in a week or so.
But I just needed to vent, to something.... something that wouldn't judge.
There are times, especially lately, when I have just wanted to share something with someone, but I had no one to talk to about it.
I have many people in my life, many people I care about, and I love.
But sometimes there are certain things you just need to get off your chest, and you don't want someone's opinion about it.
Or you can't tell them because it brings up a whole other issue that you don't want them knowing about, for good, not bad.
I don't know what this means
what does it mean?
when I have no one to talk to, but I have so much to share.
I guess I feel like no one would want to listen
and the information would be unnecessary
which is one of my greatest fears, and it happened today.
I think thats why it hurt me so much.
but thats besides the point.
I don't like this walking on egg shells thing.
It's getting old really fast.
Is that a red flag?
I know this blog makes absolutely no sense, but I don't give a shit, because Im the only one who reads it.
So did this post make me feel better, no
did it allow me to vent, no not really because I can't form words to talk about this subject, for some reason its too hard to articulate
but I got it out
so that counts right?
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